Apr 15 2012
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#Relationships
So true!!We can’t expect a new relationship to heal our old hurts. It takes being made whole before we can expect a new relationship to flourish.
(via tomyfuturespouse)
Apr 13 2012
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tmfs:: To My Future Husband:
I thought I met you already. I thought God has made it clear to me that you are the one I am to marry. I was so very sure, so 100% sure that you were the man that God created just for me. I was so blind. I wasted so much time caring for somebody who never cared half as much as I cared about him….
Mar 09 2012
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Favorite scene, favorite song.
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Reminds me of Matthew so much that it hurts. :(
I cried during this movie. I hate/love this movie!!
(Source: beyondmyself)
Mar 03 2012
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This Week
This week has been emotionally, physically, utterly exhausting. Me and the boyfriend are on a break right now. So no communication at all. It is killing me. He has some stuff he has to work on and I do too. 8 more days until I see him again hopefully. I miss talking to him, i miss his hugs, i miss hand in my mine, i miss cuddling with him on the couch, i miss him kissing me on the forehead, and lastly i miss kissing him. I am crying right now.
I needed him last night more then ever. My mom was hurting me more then ever. She wants me to this wedding tonight and I have so much homework. Sure it is one of my friends. She thinks it because I do not want to face people. She then belittled me about my food choice last night. I had to put away the mac and cheese i got. like really?
I really do not want to live here over the summer, but I have to. I need to work on myself.
Mar 02 2012
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Feb 28 2012
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tmfs:: To My Future Husband:
I’ve never fought so hard to be with anyone in my life. I’ve fought against other people, the past, against the enemy’s attacks and against my own insecurities. But the whole time I’ve fought with the knowledge and the hope that you and I will be together. That I will be looking into your eyes…
This is so me it is not even funny.
Feb 14 2012
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Jan 28 2012
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I’ve have been struggling this week because you have been. All I can do is pray for you, but I want to so much more. I want to hold you, kiss your lips
(which I can’t do until Valentine’s Day or when we celebrate it), hug you, etc.
I love you.
